Late Arlana Miller took her own life because she had been battlling with loneliness and depression since she was a teen; struggling from being alone, dealing with COVID, tearing her ACL and nearly failing all of her classes.
Her suicide note revealed heartbreaking details about how she had allegedly been dealing with the “urge” to take her life since her early teen years.
In it, she says in part, “I gave this life all the fight I had. To everyone who has entered my life I’m so grateful and I can only imagine how this may find you.”
She also said “to everyone I love, just remember that this is not your fault.”
Miller also wrote, “I know I’m about to let a lot of people down by what I’m about to do. But…truth is I’ve already let down so many people throughout my life and it just feels unbearable.”
To her mother, she said not to blame herself, adding “I’m at rest now…I’m happy in the water where everything is still.”
Late Arlana Miller was 19 years old and a freshman cheerleader at Southern University.